God and I are not equals.
It took me a REALLY long time, and a great deal of soul searching to accept that one. It took years of being angry at God. Years of saying things like, "How dare you?" and "You have no right." But, honestly, it's true, God and I are not equals. Here are a few of the differences between us.
God is righteous, holy and pure. I am not.
17 ‘Can a mortal be more righteous than God?
Can a man be more pure than his Maker? (Job 4:17, New King James Version)
5 Gracious is the LORD, and righteous;
Yes, our God is merciful. (Psalm 116:5, New King James Version)
10 As it is written:
“ There is none righteous, no, not one;
11 There is none who understands;
There is none who seeks after God.
(Romans 3:10-11, New King James Version)
God Knows everything.
13 Nothing in all the world can be hidden from God. Everything is clear and lies open before him, and to him we must explain the way we have lived. (Hebrews 4:13, New Century Version)God is all powerful. (Omnipotent means all powerful. Omni=All, Potent=Powerful)
6 And I heard, as it were, the voice of a great multitude, as the sound of many waters and as the sound of mighty thunderings, saying, “Alleluia! For the Lord God Omnipotent reigns! (Revelation 19:6, New King James Version)
Let's get something out of the way, I doubt anyone would argue this, but for the sake of clarity, I am not all-powerful. Though I am very smart, I do not know everything, and though I think of myself as a decent guy, I come nowhere near righteous or holy.
God and I are not equals, and on every measure imaginable, God is far above/more/better than me. So, in relating to one another, I have a serious problem. The God of the universe doesn't have to listen to me. God doesn't have to do what I want, and doesn't have to care what's best for me. But God does listen, and God does care. Here's how we can know.
1. God sent his Son Jesus, who died for me. (For more on this, please see my previous post, or go to the source, and read the Bible).
It's pretty incredible that the God of the Universe cared enough to send Jesus, it's very hard to believe that He did so because He doesn't care. If Jesus really came and died for us, that is undeniable proof that God cares.
2. God's provision didn't end at Jesus.
As if Jesus wasn't enough, God has allowed us to come to him directly in prayer. Though, that brings up a bit of a problem. Not being all knowing, I don't always know what to pray. Not being all powerful, I don't have the ability to make my own prayers come true. God, however, has foreseen and solved this problem. Before we go on though, think about how incredible that is for a moment. Before Jesus, we humans were essentially in an un-winnable war against God. Sin is, at its heart, a rebellion against God, and we humans are amazingly determined rebels. God set up the system of sacrifice, so there could be some peace between God and Man, but it wasn't enough, since we kept breaking the truce. God sent his Son, and set up a truce that couldn't be broken. Then he said that even though I am such a rebel, I'm allowed to come to Him and ask for things. And He'll answer. Because He loves me. (I'll be writing more on this later, of that you can be sure).
God has set up two helps for me. As mentioned above, I don't always know what to pray, and I'm sure that I frequently pray for the wrong thing entirely. With a limited view, and a selfish nature, I'm not always interested in what's good for me, and rarely interested in what's best for me. I do however have a firm handle on what might be fun for me. Bad for me, but fun. With that in mind, my prayers, the specific things I ask for, might be somewhat suspect. So God, knowing that I would have this problem, has provided me with some help. First, the bible says that we have Jesus, who intercedes for us with God. Jesus speaks to God on our behalf.
19 People may be corrected while in bed in great pain;
they may have continual pain in their very bones.
20 They may be in such pain that they even hate food,
even the very best meal.
21 Their body becomes so thin there is almost nothing left of it,
and their bones that were hidden now stick out.
22 They are near death,
and their life is almost over.
23 "But there may be an angel to speak for him,
one out of a thousand, who will tell him what to do.
24 The angel will beg for mercy and say:
'Save him from death.
I have found a way to pay for his life.'
25 Then his body is made new like a child's.
It will return to the way it was when he was young.
26 That person will pray to God, and God will listen to him.
He will see God's face and will shout with happiness.
And God will set things right for him again.
27 Then he will say to others,
'I sinned and twisted what was right,
but I did not receive the punishment I should have received. (Job 33:19-27, New Century Version)
5 For there is one God and one Mediator between God and men, the Man Christ Jesus, (1 Timothy 2:5, New King James Version)
5 For there is one God and one Mediator between God and men, the Man Christ Jesus, (1 Timothy 2:5, New King James Version)
Not only do I have God's son speaking to God on my behalf, but Jesus also provided the Holy Spirit, the third person of the Trinity. The Holy Spirit prays for me.
26 Also, the Spirit helps us with our weakness. We do not know how to pray as we should. But the Spirit himself speaks to God for us, even begs God for us with deep feelings that words cannot explain. (Romans 8:26, New Century Version)
To recap, God the Father loves me so much that he sent His Son to die in my place. That same Son, resurrected from the dead, now stands as a mediator between me and God. God himself, in the person of the Holy Spirit acts as an advocate for me. This system isn't fair, it's skewed wildly in my favor.
This brings us to a bit of a puzzle. If God loves me so much, if Jesus stands between me and God, mediating between us, and if the Holy Spirit advocates before God on my behalf, why do I need this system at all? It's all in my favor, what's the point of such a system, when everything is for my benefit. Since it's all in my favor, why do I need a mediator and an advocate? Who is against me here? Looking around, I think we can see that there's only one party not working on my behalf.
Me.
I have a God who loves me and works to my benefit, a mediator who gave his life to save mine, and an advocate who knows what to ask for when I can't even figure out what's going on. I need all this help because I'm incredibly self-destructive. The only one in the room not working for my benefit is me.
23 For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 6:23, New King James Version)The wages of sin is death, the gift of God is life. I'm busily working on death, while God is desperately trying to offer me life.
I'm not alone in this, it's the same for you too. God wants very badly to give you life. God has gone to great lengths, and to incredible trouble to offer you life, all you have to do is accept it. God has set up a system deeply weighted in your favor, because everything we do is working against our own interests.
God and I are totally not equals, and this system is totally not fair.
